Sunday, July 20, 2008
3 days after surgery
Today isn't going as well as yesterday. I feel awful and I'm just so upset. I think he's handling this better than I am. It's breaking my heart to look at his poor little face. I wish I could make him better. I'm having such a hard time getting him to eat and drink. I got him to take his meds last night (all liquids through a syringe) but today I'm supposed to give him his antibiotic twice (pill) and he won't take it. I don't know what to do. I knew there would be good days and bad days with his recovery and today's one of those bad days. I'm just sitting here crying and feeling like the worst mommy ever.